Damn that’s rough man. Hopefully you will not get worse.

It was first provided to college/edu addresses. It wasn’t what it is today at all.

What the hell did the air force do to you to wreck your body? Usually it’s the easiest branch to work in, not saying you’re not disabled just curious.

38 isn’t old at all. I’ve got nearly a decade on you and run a farm and have a normal 8-5 job. You sound like you just need to stop thinking you’re to old. The saying “you’re only as old as you think” is really true. I feel more fit now than when I was in my 20s.